Game time!

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Midterm is done. Time to play some Kirby!
Woohoo!



~Maria

Wedding prep....

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Received a msg from my friend who's recently married, telling me to enjoy and have fun preparing the wedding. Visiting all these wedding forums, all the girls seems pretty excited and busy and fun preparing for their wedding.

I didn't quite do anything except choosing my gowns, my bridesmaids and their dresses...the rest are taken care of by my fiancé.

Well, usually the wedding preparation is organized by the bride and her girls. But the I was told I should learn to trust, so I did, I let my fiancé take care of it.

I know he's being nice, just want me to focus on my study and leave the "fun" things for me to do (e.g. picking dress, colours...)Just doesn't realize, "trust" too much, becomes "rely".

I see him becomes stressed and tensed and less smiley on his face. Sometimes I really just want to help, in order to lower his stress. I hope its just tiredness that was on his face.

I guess I'm just a lazy bride-to-be!
~Maria

Life will be happier, when you take a step back.

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Not going to get or experience what I always wanted since a child. I can only envy others. Everyone knows it is an essential at that stage, but when getting it develops arguments and hurts relationships, why don't I just step back and put the damages to the minimum?

Try think the other way around to sooth the mind and heart. I'm sure there are ppl who can't get or afford what they dream about too. I'm just one of them.

Excitement stopped since the conflicts started. Yes, it just spoiled the mood. Maybe something better is coming along. You never know. I only want a happy & loving rest of my life. Not looking for troubles.

This is life. An uneven path, a map with no GPS, you have to create your own track to finish up your map. If you lost in the dark, try climb to the highest & look at the big picture or step back and get out of the darkness. Trust your guts, light will always be there for you.

Sorry to my parents, all relatives and friends who look forward to attend and share the happiness, most likely your trip will be saved.

~Maria

Torn & confused

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Why are things get complicated as its can be just as simple?

Another sleepless night, I'm tired. I haven't sleep well for over a week. Someday I might just collapse from tiredness, or have emotional breakdown.

Feel sorry to my family for disappointments they experienced, and worries I gave (for now & future). This is not easy for me too. I truely thank for all the support my family gave, their understanding, and nonetheless, to put a smile on my face.


~Maria

I'm engaged!

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Its a surprise romantic time when my then boyfriend, now fiancé proposed.

I have the most gorgeous engagement ring, and a loving special person.

I'm too happy to share with you :)

~Maria
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